BEYOND DICTIONARY(MY OWN MEANINGS)

ज़िन्दगी मेरी भी है ख्वाइशें मेरी भी हैं   जीता हूँ हर पल मै भी,गुमनाम हूँ बस इन गलियों में कहीं देखता हूँ ऊँची उन इमारतों को,सोचता हूँ क्या छू पाउँगा उन्हें कभी ? ज़िम्मेदारी मुझपे भी है कि वो बचपन की हंसी कहीं खो ना जाए... कि आँखों में उसकी कभी आंसू ना आए... कोशिश करता हूँ हर दिन लड़ता हूँ खुद से जब टूट जाने को दिल करता है पर कमज़ोर होना तो इन कन्धों ने कभी सीखा ही नहीं इंतज़ार! फ़िर हर सुबह के साथ जाग जाता है उन कदमों का जो मेरे ठेले तक आज आएँगे उम्मीद! फ़िर साँस लेती है मन में हर नए दिन के साथ | हाँ! जीना जानता हूँ मै,मुस्कुराता हूँ मै उन्हे देख कर जिनके पास है बहुत कुछ फ़िर भी खुश नहीं गुलाम हैं वक्त के जिन्हें खुद के लिए फुरसत नहीं मुस्कुराना भूल गए हैं जो,सिखाता हूँ उन्हे कि हँसना किसे कहते हैं जीते हैं कुछ ही पल खुलके अपनी ज़िन्दगी के जो बताता हूँ उन्हे कि हर दिन-हर पल में जीना किसे कहते हैं |

Infatuation,obssession,attachment,affection these are nothing but names given to our generation's "perceived love"which sometimes is a wrong decision and sometimes a mere effort to fall in love. As we grow older curiosity turns into experimentation. we do that with words,with clothes,with style and with realationships too probably. And then we are tagged as “spoiled generation” giving us the license to be like that again. we try to experience what bollywoood 24*7 says-" pyaar " “ ishq "aur " mohabbat " " pyaar hua ikraar hua hai pyaar se fir kyun darta hai dil " " dil tou pagal hai dil diwana hai.."        does childhood go away for “sleepless nights” “long talks on phone” “dancing down the street” and “ singing romantic numbers” ? who designed falling in love to be like that? “BOLLYWOOD” would not be wrong to say I guess.We are seeing and listening so many definitions of love on screen and somewhere are making mistakes ...

है तो बस एक शब्द पर ज़िन्दगी की सबसे बड़ी ज़रूरत है दोस्ती बदल जाता है हर वक्त,हर शख्स बदल जाता है कभी ना कभी नही बदलती तो ये दोस्ती! कहते हैं किसी रिश्ते को मजबूत बनाना है तो दोस्त बनो..    रिश्ता चाहे कुछ दिन या हो सालों पुराना, दिल से निभाना है तो दोस्त बनो..                                                    प्यार की पहली सीड़ी पहली कोशिश है दोस्ती..                                               किसी का उम्र भर साथ निभाना है तो दोस्त बनो.. हर रिश्ते को नई सांस देती है दो...

“ BLAMING “ -the easiest thing in the world to do. bad moods to politics traffic jams to relationships we blame and blame and blame. if not people then govt if not govt then god..but some1 somewhere has to be responsible for whats happening in our lives today and someone will always be responsible for everything that will happen in our lives till the time we die. No single day passes when we don’t blame anybody for any reason.so when are we responsible?or do we ever are?yes!may be those 5-10 times in life when we have said sorry,felt or not thats a different issue and yes!definately those 100-200 times when something good has happened to us. we say the world is bad,so is the whole world to be blamed? “intellects” will say the politicians,the beurocrats,the policies and their makers … Some one in "family" would say –that aunt of yours she did that to me..those many years before so she is to be blamed. "Friends" say-that riya she is hitting on my boyfrnd.she is so   m...

   वो कल जो बीती बात था शायद तेरे लिए, वो कल ही मेरे आज की है रूह मेरे लिए, जो था बहुत ही आम सा सफ़र तेरे लिए, वो राह ही तो  बन गयी मंजिल मेरे लिए

BEYOND DICTIONARY(MY OWN MEANINGS):

its 1 a.m . and i dont feel sleepy.2 weeks left and i'll be giving my last shot(my entrance exam at ignou). hope it works,works for my best try so far. I am too lazy to dance rite now but don't want to sleep as well. there is silence,which is not a pain,but my my mind still not in rest. Jumping from one thought to the other there is a clash with no issue inside. I want to know the reason, when you don't opt doing something,is it your ego,a wrong set perspective or a right something from within that stops you ? decision as simple like making a phone call becomes debatable for mind sometimes.and more often with someone like me who always is thinking what it would have been like if "i chose that" when "i choose this". the dilemmas have become my identity probably. i have started living like a confused and dull being who do self pity and look for people's acceptance. this was definitely not me.i was different few years back.enjoying every bit...