its 1 a.m . and i dont feel sleepy.2 weeks left and i'll be giving my last shot(my entrance exam at ignou). hope it works,works for my best try so far. I am too lazy to dance rite now but don't want to sleep as well. there is silence,which is not a pain,but my my mind still not in rest. Jumping from one thought to the other there is a clash with no issue inside. I want to know the reason, when you don't opt doing something,is it your ego,a wrong set perspective or a right something from within that stops you ? decision as simple like making a phone call becomes debatable for mind sometimes.and more often with someone like me who always is thinking what it would have been like if "i chose that" when "i choose this". the dilemmas have become my identity probably. i have started living like a confused and dull being who do self pity and look for people's acceptance. this was definitely not me.i was different few years back.enjoying every bit...